sometimes i picture imaginary arguments with people and i think aboutwhat i would say in response to certain points and i get so heated until like 5 minutes later when i realize that the argument isnt actually happening
when you truly hate yourself, there’s no being talked out of it. no amount of ” no, you’re pretty ” or ” don’t do it, you’re loved” can snap you out of it. because when it comes down to it, they all feel like lies. then you don’t know who to trust or who to turn to. that’s what hate is like.
why do hot bodies happen to people with shitty personalities